Its been so long...

Re open old archive will makes you smile...what has been written describes what have you create in that moment reflects the perspective of view of that moment. Time goes by...life's bring you some lesson to learn.. broaden your point of view..gives you value of yourself. People change..circumstance has a big role in it. When you turn yourself into the zero you..it will takes you to a journey that bring you to be you in the present.How many hours,days, years you spent to do this to do that, being this being that, hit by this hit by that, falling,crying,laughing, crawling, raising..then stand up as well as you're expecting to be. Even till now I still cant solve how to face classical problem i have. ..Yeap I've been here i've been there. I have this I have that. I can be this. I can be that,Trying this trying that ehmm..Its not that I can not be thanking for everything I have and its not the problem that I cannot adapting with the new situation.I'm kind of adaptive person , struggle enough to face what may come eventhough I hace to be complain for the situation at first but it can be tollerance in the end. It seem that I cannot stand for the classical repeated problem occur. Oh God please give me extra strength and patient..I know I cannot demand on what You Will...I just do what I can do. Please show me the way to cover my feeling inside so that in the end I understand that this is not the end of every problem I have.